Sunday 8 March 2015

A Girl In Time


A girl............... A never ending story. A life with changes and acceptance all time and in different phases of life.
Well “I” (Girl)
I live a life but before all I am born a daughter, I am crying but my dad is happy he has got his partner in all activities he has become a King of a Princess, my mother is happy to see me and my dad, she touches my cheeks n kisses me... I am a girl - A Daughter

I am a school girl a friend, a student, I have aunties and uncles around too... I am safe and happy... Happy World full with toys and friends... But there is someone thinking bad about me... Well she is a girl she won’t take family name ahead... She is a girl can be raped but I am school going...I am a girl - A Student

I am a college going girl and it’s my 18th birthday now I am an adult a daughter when turned 18.. Let’s get her married lets search a boy for her... Teach her cooking and other house old chores fast... Neighbors, relatives, aunties, uncle, society she is adult now let her get married fast... Because in India a girl can get married when she is 18 years old.. I am not yet Graduate.. But marriage.. I am worried... I am a girl - An Adult

I am a graduate it’s my graduation day I will finally get my certificates and passed with good marks I am so happy and had been waiting for this day since my childhood, today my parents will see me being a graduate.. Hurray Hurray!!! Woaa fun, friends are here family is here.. My parents had tears because they saw me soo happy... My neighbors are at my home telling my parents about a boy for me to get married after all studies are over... I am a Girl - A Graduate.

A new day after graduation I had got selected in college campus interviews and today is my 1st day to office. I was happy to enter and nervous too.. I met my representatives, my CEO, I was been checked from hair to toe initially as it was my 1st day for my presentation and proper dress code, days passed one fine day I was in my office got too late had a lot of work a man came to me and asked for lift I replied, “no I have called for cab”.. I went down cab was late.. I got a call from agency, “cab cannot reach on time as its Tyre got punctured”, I headed towards bus stand was too nervous as it was getting late for home my parents called me thrice and my dad was not so well to come to pick me up, later my phone battery got over, I was all alone at bus stop then again I was asked for lift by my colleague I had to reply, “Yes”.. We were in car a few minutes later he stopped car at side of the road and tried his hands on me I hesitated I tried to stop but he did not.. That night I cannot forget ever in my life... He kept on molesting me by his dirty hands and I agreed to his trial I asked him to please let me take out my handkerchief from my bag, he agreed... Then he tried again and I went near him really close to him then.... I opened car central lock sprayed paper spray on him and rescued from car... I am a Girl - A Strong Independent Girl.

Monday 6 October 2014

You Left Me Alone

The moment you captured my heart, took my World away a new journey a way, I was reborn with joy of love in heaven it was divine never set back a second.
Now I move a bit its all just left with look back , memories to remember & new mask to feel.
A maturity in me from the the new born you did now I knw I was just in a dream World.
A hard pain in my heart suffering just because I heard the right.
My bubble pricked by the harsh words  and my eyes wide open tears could not come out but was broken from inward.
I choose to live in reality but dream was still so beautiful well now when I see its me smiling finding a reason having a heart and now I know it was all mine.

I choose to laugh and my heart followed my smile :)

You left me alone but I Hold my side...