A Girl In Time

A girl............... A never ending story. A life with changes and acceptance all time and in different phases of life.
Well “I” (Girl)
I live a life but before all I am born a daughter, I am crying but my dad is happy he has got his partner in all activities he has become a King of a Princess, my mother is happy to see me and my dad, she touches my cheeks n kisses me... I am a girl - A Daughter

I am a school girl a friend, a student, I have aunties and uncles around too... I am safe and happy... Happy World full with toys and friends... But there is someone thinking bad about me... Well she is a girl she won’t take family name ahead... She is a girl can be raped but I am school going...I am a girl - A Student

I am a college going girl and it’s my 18th birthday now I am an adult a daughter when turned 18.. Let’s get her married lets search a boy for her... Teach her cooking and other house old chores fast... Neighbors, relatives, aunties, uncle, society she is adult now let her get married fast... Because in India a girl can get married when she is 18 years old.. I am not yet Graduate.. But marriage.. I am worried... I am a girl - An Adult

I am a graduate it’s my graduation day I will finally get my certificates and passed with good marks I am so happy and had been waiting for this day since my childhood, today my parents will see me being a graduate.. Hurray Hurray!!! Woaa fun, friends are here family is here.. My parents had tears because they saw me soo happy... My neighbors are at my home telling my parents about a boy for me to get married after all studies are over... I am a Girl - A Graduate.

A new day after graduation I had got selected in college campus interviews and today is my 1st day to office. I was happy to enter and nervous too.. I met my representatives, my CEO, I was been checked from hair to toe initially as it was my 1st day for my presentation and proper dress code, days passed one fine day I was in my office got too late had a lot of work a man came to me and asked for lift I replied, “no I have called for cab”.. I went down cab was late.. I got a call from agency, “cab cannot reach on time as its Tyre got punctured”, I headed towards bus stand was too nervous as it was getting late for home my parents called me thrice and my dad was not so well to come to pick me up, later my phone battery got over, I was all alone at bus stop then again I was asked for lift by my colleague I had to reply, “Yes”.. We were in car a few minutes later he stopped car at side of the road and tried his hands on me I hesitated I tried to stop but he did not.. That night I cannot forget ever in my life... He kept on molesting me by his dirty hands and I agreed to his trial I asked him to please let me take out my handkerchief from my bag, he agreed... Then he tried again and I went near him really close to him then.... I opened car central lock sprayed paper spray on him and rescued from car... I am a Girl - A Strong Independent Girl.

You Left Me Alone

The moment you captured my heart, took my World away a new journey a way, I was reborn with joy of love in heaven it was divine never set back a second.
Now I move a bit its all just left with look back , memories to remember & new mask to feel.
A maturity in me from the the new born you did now I knw I was just in a dream World.
A hard pain in my heart suffering just because I heard the right.
My bubble pricked by the harsh words  and my eyes wide open tears could not come out but was broken from inward.
I choose to live in reality but dream was still so beautiful well now when I see its me smiling finding a reason having a heart and now I know it was all mine.

I choose to laugh and my heart followed my smile :)

You left me alone but I Hold my side...

Chal Pade Hai Hum

Ab Nahi Rukhenge Yeh Kadam,
Jab Soch ho Apni Pakki,
Ab Pure Karenge Hum
Apni Har Icha
Kyunki Ab Chal Pade hai Hum
Na Rukhenge Na Rokenge
Na Peeche Hoyenge Yeh Kadam.

- Manisha Jadhwani

Turned

You will think what is this turn as anyone can turn even you can turn around. But turning around and turning own life are 2 different poles.
I am 21 and living in the fastest moving city Mumbai. Believe me, people hardly have time for each other specially after college gets over.
A life to start with birth than learning than pre school than school along with tutuion adding to it special curricular activities classes than comes the monster well in normal language we call it 10th board exams and then choose a field again 1 monster ahead than degree college and then work then blah blah blah...grrrrrr..... What man yeh bhi koi life hai !!!
Yes yes yes it is all so not bad until you learn to turn around as I did. I was gone out, met people, well in events you get the best opportunity to explore and know different kinds of people.

But there was a time where everything just seemed too dark because people suddenly started disliking me it was just like the winter cold winds blew away all the love and care from my friends mind but than realizing things, it was me who had distanced people from myself.
Well just think if you go in a market place and your college friends are standing & you wave at them but they just ignore!!!, it was not their fault

its usually us

who make people think we are such a person not to be waved at.
You go around a wall walk nearby and think, wall will talk to you and you start talking but then what! you will shutup, because the wall wont reply you. This is where you need to realize that in this world things just don’t come from one side you need to turn your life by taking steps by yourself and yes it is not so easy at starting but it surely works, it just takes time.
Just try giving smile to people near by you, may be your neighbour or may be your classmate, and may be not in starting but surely for the next time or later you will get approach starting from them.
Just remember to link with the world you need to be turn around and within the world.

Its all easy with a Smile :) :) :)

Time for Ourselves

Sometimes I just feel and need to stop to have a new move ahead. Well its lonely and lovely. A time to myself is much more important than anything else in the world at times. The time you need to know yourself and ask questions and know all answers about ourselves and it is indeed more important to know than from outside world of several mouths, opinions, advices, struggle, love, care, friendship etc.

A person can be a truthful and best friend to himself and his God only.

Busy schedule and busy lives and mostly confusing and fast moving lives are our part as regular but sitting on a beach and relaxing or sitting by a seashore can give you a ton smile coming from deep inside bottom of heart.

A relaxing life after 60's is a normal dream to be looked on but who knows whats gona happen the very next morning, you may get an oppurtunity of lifetime or even may miss out the most important aspect of life. Well all is upon our thoughts and the way we look upon things.

But every individual cannot earn lakhs without knowing his own capabilities and capacities, without sitting in silence or taking out just sometime for ourselves today can make you achieve a lot more than by just running here and there for tommorrow about which you are not even sure about.

A better future is only when you have a better present and if present is struggled, its in ur hands to make it stable.

Save Childhood

A moral support for the future is the upcoming generation and the new born child. If you a reader has the right to live with freedom, with the right to express, so as each and every child. Claiming a child to live in boundaries or in a room of huge walls just because being a child is not correct.

Think twice about your childhood with full of laughter and happiness, a stress free life with smiles around. Save child with the smile theif "stress". Let children fly high dreaming about their futture, their dreams, daily changing though daily new.

A beautiful closet cannot define how the condition of clothes would be inside, same way only smile on faces cannot define how much cry is inside.

I don't know

Its just that I don't know. I really don't know how to react , how to face life , how to move on ?????????????

Just one thing is to know , that I am what I am but I still don't know what to do , but surely will do something.

This is what happens to all at almost a start or after the end of something or some stage or some years of our moments we had spent. The moment you complete your per school (1st - 4th std) , the time you complete your 10th std , the time you need to make decisions.

Its always and will ever be. Its strange a very strange feeling for us when it happens questions all around our mind moving like planets and certainly we keep on moving our life like planets round and round and steps ahead and by completing every round of moving ahead , we move ahead in life and time.
But still I feel I don't know what next after this certain period or whatever I have done or achieved. I want to move ahead , do a lot but still be the way I am or be a new me.

This feeling when comes makes us feel that its happening with me only but its happening with every one in reality , every single person around us , our parents , teachers , friends. The difference is just the stages of life that we are facing some are ahead and some are behind us , but the ones with us are always our friends. That is why friends understand us so well because the feeling of "I don't know" is the same with them and both are on same time period of Life.

"There are questions around us but not alone , they have an answer and its within you"

Feeling which comes to make you feel alone is actually coming to you , to let know you are not alone. I don't know , but still I know.

Our Life Our Way

The time when all the doors get closed , just because all the problems surround us from all sides , the ways to go seem to be very tough and at times can't even see the proper way , where to go ? is the question that arises.

We listen to all our elders regarding what we should but we try to make our ways and new doors to open that are been locked since so long that no one else had the courage to open them , just because there was someone who din't wanted those doors to open.

But that's not the way to right meaning for a move in our lives. It is just called cheating or an anxiety that a person has. Can't see someone else or may be our own friends to move ahead , that anxiety that jealousy gets increased and rises to the high when we loose self confidence.

Ways open when darkness moves away , darkness moves away when you have the strength and the strength comes when you have self-confidence.

Growing up is a sign of facing problems but also fun and a happening and an our way to go life , problems seems easy when we are interested in things and a confidence comes to face all the problems , surely no one dares to touch you wrong way when you are the right path but with confidence.

Our Life Our Way , is the time going on , do not loose yourself , let the world know , you stand in the crowd , but confidence is above the crowd , in this Marathon everyone runs , the winner wins because he/she has confidence and makes the way from and within the crowd.

You Youth

No ways to live on water whole day......... "Fasting is not any of my category", says every Indian girl who is kind of a Tom Boy.
Imagine a world full of men and only small girls of 10 -12 yrs. A BiG NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO from all guys for sure.
...... Many things are next to impossible for all youths to accept ( 15 - 25 yrs ). Such as to work whole day and a whole month and a whole year just to work and give away ur whole salary at home with out taking a single penny out of it. (These all stuff comes if you dnt have any problems in life) Well a youth hot blood ( Garam Khun )cannot resist this.
......... Some times we want to exchange our lives with our companions specially with our friends though we know they also have problems but what our eyes looks upon is all that we desire for.
............... Our problems are big for us specially in front of our friends and when someone against specially an elder from family our problem grows biggest in the world. Money the most wanted thing between youngsters with a thinking that if you have money life is much easier to live.
..... We argue, we fight, we move on , We are basically WE , the ones who find life hopeless without friendship or love. Suicide isthe most Stupid thing that comes to our mind when we see a big failure or a great bad turn. We are the fastest hopeless creatures.
........ When life and thing changes every new day then why to be AN EXTRA ORDINARY THINKER , rather just LIVE it , LOVE it , MOVE it, and make the best things in world yours.
As the Youth Life is your best movement in your LIFE :) :) :)

Turn Up

Time moves on without giving any notice that its ending up. Starting with the school life till the time of graduation we just run in a race , enjoy in peace and catch the slowest train ever we can. We want to hold up with the time as we want to , but finally it is which runs us.
A drastic change from your school life till the college and then job and much more ahead we start from a point and turn up being surely for something. Moments in life that are some too bad and some are super good turns out a change with in us surely for reason. We are confused at times of what to do next and mentioning you that surely things happens is to tell you that whatever we do in life we become or we loose we are not a waste and have some thing really amazing in us the uniqueness in us.
We cannot change the past cannot predict future but can turn our present to the ways we want to become and move on. Guys turning from a child t an adult is a great journey of becoming something. Do not stop and think that we are nothing but stop to think what you are and what you can be.
We can change our present our future and surely Turn Up being something.
A Great Daughter/ Son
A Great Mom / Dad
A Great Teacher
A Great Student
The most Important that we can turn up and be i our life is
A Great HUMAN

A Move Up

In life while moving on our way to achieve something and fulfilling the dreams shown to us by the world or achieving of those seen by our parents for us , we start our journey from school till out college life. Our development , success and failures all are counted when we finally finish our studies or at the urge to finish it.
"Move up" a voice that comes from inside when get a rejection in an interview. But we always think of what next. We change our lives in our way and ultimatum on God. Its just a time to leave things on the way they happen and Move up with the attitude of positiveness and to live up with things are gona be in our favour one day.
Be positive in all things surely don't workout , but surely in many things same way leaving all on God doesn't works out but at times when we don't see any door open we should leave it all on him.
A stage from being a child and a stage being an elder but still having a kid in ourselves works to the core but a point when we get mature. Life never changes but surely we need to change out things.
The last stage of our surveillance of Life and death or an end of a path, we look back and realise that we finally Moved Up and its time to make other's Move Up.

Where Is Our Present !

     We live in a life full with actions , reactions and preparations.We do something and its our action.We get its result and while doing the action and reaction in between we prepare

 for the next actions and reactions.

                 Our present today is what we had done in past and what will happen with us in Future.

       For an instance I am writing. After writing this it becomes my past and your reaction are its results and in between I think for what next action I am going to take , that becomes our Future.

So ; Present = Past and Future

           We are doing something because of our Past and we are doing it for our Future. Because and preparation are the two aspects we are living in.

       Everything just becomes a past as a micro second passes. And  even the future never comes because its always we are running behind it and there is always a future.

                  But at a point of time when you stop your time to move that will be your Present.

Did we ever Think Why?

         We do think of many things going all around in the society or around us.But do we ever think of many things why is this happened or why to the specific number of people... I am talking about the specific behavior of some people that is different from us..
                  When we are teenagers specially from the age of 14 years till 19 years we face many changes with ourselves and we do adopt many different things. We realize that we are growing and becoming a part of many things. Many things different that we see , feel , hear and adopt changes and makes our personality and habits that way. And this change process goes life times then... As Change is the only constant thing in this world.
                   I am talking about the specific college time when we do observe many things , people and do make decisions accordingly. Many times we do meet so many youngsters to whom we term as Despo the one who wants physical needs and is eager for it. But its not normal for all of us. But has anyone thought about it why is 1 among 60 students despo and not others . Is their any reason or something their in that person that we don't have. Such things we never think about like the reasons behind it but we do neglect or give a name to that person..
                      When we even talk about Homo sexual , Lesbians,Gays we try to avoid them or be away from them and many people even do think it is not correct. And people move them out of the society. But no1 things why a person has a different feeling than what is not common amongst all. Why a person is born not normal and born a Gay we never think about it but do thing that it is unlucky or a curse for the society but the society doesn't wants to accept it the way it and think why they are different in a positive manner.
                    We have become so developed by economy by standard but our minds out thoughts are still the same old orthodox. We the youth of India should be an eye opener for Why these things are different from the majority by thinking in a positive way rather than making it negatively and avoiding these things. We should Move ahead not only in words but even by changing minds it is the most important thing to create a mutual understanding between the minds who are not aware and those minds who want to aware.
                    Think WHY? it happens and then take steps and use words for things. Your one rumors can even change the mind and one knowledge can even change the Minds think WHY?